May 2013
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SEPENUHNYA FIKSI
Aku bisa bilang apa ketika dia datang tuk menyapa ku
Aku sampai tak kuasa bergerak ketika dia ada di dekat ku
Aku bahkan tak bisa menolak ketika dia menawarkan ku sandaran
Aku pun tak bisa menjauh ketika dia memberikan ku kehangatan
Aku pun pasrah dan membiarkan diriku memeluk erat dirinya
Terima kasih kepada dirinya yang selama ini telah mengisi setiap ruang dan waktu ku
Dialah si...
SIBUK
Malam ini aku terlalu sibuk menatap lembaran kertas A4 kosong di depan ku, belum lagi pantulan putih dari layar MacBook Air ku yang juga sekilas nampak kosong. Ya, kosong. Aku sedang dalam keadaan dikejar-kejar deadline untuk menuliskan script untuk sebuah film layar lebar yang hendak diproduksi oleh seorang produser kacangan. Mungkin aku terlalu meremehkan produser itu, sehingga aku malas ketika...
MALEM INI
Ada malamnya dimana mata loe sepet beud (idih najis alay banget bahasanya), tapi mata loe bandel banget kagak mau bersahabat sama pikiran buat bobok. Jadilah loe dan seluruh organ tubuh loe tetap terjaga dari matahari terbit hingga tenggelam. Pikiran loe juga terjaga tapi kosong, mungkin doi lagi jaga-jaga kali-kali ada hal-hal maksiat yang masup (menyusup masuk) secara tak terduga.
Selamat...
NO IDENTITY
Ceritanya (entah kenapa dari kemaren-kemaren gue lagi kepengen cerita-cerita), gue baru aja nge-ganti judul tumblr gue (ya gue, masa tumblr orang laen).
Judulnya dari RANDOMAZINGLY ke NO IDENTITY.
Kenapa bisa begitu?
Awalnya sih harapan gue pakek nama RANDOMAZINGLY (harus capslok gini yak nulisnya?) tuh harap-harap cemas itu singkatan dari kata random dan amazing, yang maksudnya isi tumblr gue...
SEKEDAR CERITA
Sekelebat awan putih yang bermain-main di langit biru pada siang hari (iya jadi ceritnya gue tiap hari dateng ke kantor jam 11 -_-” ) mendadak berganti jingga dengan sedikit colongan tekstur ungu muda di sekitarnya (sukur bisa liat langit jingga, biasanya keluar kantor langit udah jadi item sih). —> Gimana nih udah oke belon cerita depannya? Cukup puitis ya kayak novel-novel semacam...
The moment when you're running nowhere to seek for...
The moment when soul and passion confederated into...
April 2013
6 posts
Tonight, I looked up to the sky and found the sky was black. But why, why you...
– Rita Finola
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21 April 2013, 02:22am
Tetiba gue inget film Meteor Garden dimana salah satu adegannya nampilin si Hua Ce Lei ganteng (don’t blame me soalnya di kala itu doi tergolong ganteng dan digandrungi banyak abege, termasuk gue) lagi handstand dengan kepala di bawah (ya iya lah namanya juga lagi handstand) dihiasi rambutnya yang kala itu nampak kayak duren (berantakan keren). Gak lama San Cai dateng dan tanpa sempet nanya...
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The moment when silent is the best way to keep you...
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EIGHTH #wish
Laid back on the beach to see the clear blue sky.
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You may not remember the time you let me go first. Or the time you dropped back...
– Brian Andreas, Traveling Light: Stories & Drawings for a Quiet Mind
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MIND & HEART part5
Seems like we are quite tough today, we are not torn into tears today.
March 2013
4 posts
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MIND & HEART part4
Hello!
Mind & Heart is coming back after dying in their hibernation. And they will guide you back to find out what’s hidden behind the soul.
One thing that you shouldn’t know is Mind & Heart was so in comfort-zone during hibernate. They let it flow what shouldn’t feel.
Did you know how the spring after summer is really happening?
Did you know how a little smile...
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The moment when my trigger is going down down...
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The moment when you're losing.
Did you forget the moment?
Where’s the moment go?
Could you take back the moment?
You miss the moment.
But you can’t stand at the moment.
Hope you could find another moment to fill out the moment.
Literally.
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Life has never been this hard.
Seems harder than breathing under the rain.
Seems harder than pulling your feet from the mud.
February 2013
1 post
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Your time is limited, so don’t waste it living someone else’s life....
– Steve Jobs, CEO Apple and Pixar Animation
January 2013
1 post
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Hati kamu mungkin memilihku, seperti juga hatiku selalu memilihmu. Tapi hati...
– Perahu Kertas, hal. 299
December 2012
1 post
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Watching New Year's Eve
How do you explain the entire world coming together on one night to celebrate the hope of a new year? at Beneath the fireworks – View on Path.
November 2012
2 posts
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Anything worth having isn't worth waiting or...
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The imperfect is seeking for the perfection or the...
October 2012
13 posts
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I am fed up. Should I give up? Think to make it...
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Ketika yang dekat menjadi jauh dan yang jauh...
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DON’T EVER LET ANYONE TELL YOU THAT YOU CAN’T DO SOMETHING! Not even...
– Will Smith, The Pursuit of Happiness
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How can you say let it go when you're still let it...
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LIFE
Life is not only about where the heart is.
Life is not only about whom I belong to be.
Life is not only about craving for hug and kiss.
But…
Life is more about what I’m doing now.
Life is more about what I got for tomorrow.
Life is more about how to beatify others.
Life is more about how to balance the sun and cloud above your head.
.Life is live instead of love.
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DENIAL
Ketika rindu menghampiri di kala syahdu
Tetiba muncul bak candu dengan merdu
Seolah menawarkan ganja di tengah senja
Hadir dan melipir tanpa boleh berpikir
Tak siap tuk menyambut kehadirannya
Hati dan pikiran menyangkal barangkali hanya gurauan
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I believe on experience instead of education, but both of them must run...
– Rita Finola
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I wanna fall in you again like we did when we first met.
– Fall Again, Glenn Lewis
The client made changes once again →
Commercial is fat and getting fatter They are adding words they just don’t matter They say fit it in or we will replace ???? The client made changes once again ——- Commecial is done. Now revisions They are adding words that were missing It’s already tight. This could take you all night The client made changes once again ——- Once you are done they ask around...
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The moment when sadness is calling while happiness...
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Anything other than yes is no. Anything other than stay is go. Anything less...
– Friends, Lovers, or Nothing, John Mayer
September 2012
10 posts
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Tell me how to end the un-ended while you don't...
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TODAY'S
Did you know how bad today?
Can you feel how nasty today?
Can you see how crap today?
Would you listen how selfish today?
Could you say how dreadful today?
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Like you wanna bang your head into the can!
Like you wanna throw your body into the pool!
Like you wanna vapor your mind into the gas!
Like you wanna burn your soul into the blaze!
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Random. Mood....
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"I've started to fallin' for you, but what you've...
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INVALID ACCOUNT
Invalid account in mobile tumblr is like…
A writer without ink.
An artist without eye.
A pianist without tone.
A boxer without strength.
A clown without smile.
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But it’s more likely…
Having a key but losing the chamber and holdiing your hand but losing your heart.
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Let me be your blanket to warm you tight under my heart.
– Hug
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If only a hug can drain your sad meter, I’ll do...
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I'm so tired of knowing and tired of thinking,...
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CERITAKU DI BULAN MEI
Jakarta, 3 Mei 2009.
aku tidak pernah membiarkan seseorang pun tau saat aku sedang menangis bahkan orang tua ku pun sendiri
aku ingin diam dalam kesendirianku aku ingin tenang dalam tangisanku aku tidak ingin orang iba padaku
aku juga tidak ingin ada yang bertanya padaku akan alasanku menangis sesuatu yang cukup aneh memang tapi aku letih untuk menjelaskan mengapa aku menangis cukup dengan...
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THE UNKNOWN
Try to seek me, but you’ll never find me.
Try to meet me, but you’ll never see me.
Try to chase me, but you’ll never get me.
Try to hunt me, but you’ll never grab me.
Try to bit me, but you’ll never win.
Because I’m the independent unknown author.
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SECRET SCENTED
Tumblr nowadays.
Mine is too private to publish.
Cos it’s all about You.
You’re successfully grab my soul, my mind, and my life.
You’re easily coming to my dream, blending my reality, and destroying my heart.
So thankful for becoming both of my imagination and inspiration.
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The moment when lose sense, mind, and heart.
August 2012
7 posts
The moment when keep silent is the best way,...
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FORBIDDEN LOVE
Fire: Do you have time?
Water: Anytime for you dear
Fire: I need to talk
Water: Then just talk like usual bla bla bla and bla.
Fire: Hey!
Water: Oh c'mon dear... You know that I always keep my eyes on you, my ears are available 24 hours for you, and surely the last is my shoulder for free.
Fire: Seriously! :(
Water: Ok, I'm sorry... What's the matter?
Fire: *sigh*
Water: *double sigh*
Fire: I think... I'm falling for you...
Water: Great!
Fire: We are to close...
Water: Exactly!
Fire: Then... What I needed now is... Step back away from you, my dear.
Water: :(
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I would travel around the world just to find you back. I would travel around...
– Time Machine
INDEPENDENCE DAY
I have no bunch of babbles to wish you everything best for your special day.
I have no series of beautiful words to type on your special day.
I have no such a sequel of lovely poem to put in your special day.
I have no special box wrapped with a cute ribbon to surprise your special day.
I have no even a piece of cake with little candle on to made your special day.
.I just have a smile to...